xchanelbarbiee's Journal

9:17am:

so its been exactly 6 days since i last posted and i would catch you all up but i dont feel like typing to much ne more.. lol im so fucking tired right now and i hate the fact that its allergy season now cause my nose is pissed off. lolzz. sucksss. but to sum it up i binged so badly.. =/ but i didnt eat ne thing today and i dont intend to so hopefully not eating will fix it.

THIINK THIIN!<3 xoxoxo

10:18am:
so im not too sure how many calories i had yesturday. i know i ate 90 but i was drinking coffee and mountain dew =/ i feel like a fatty slob..
but the good news is i lost 2lbs =D 

today i had 70 calories so far, i think im going to stick with my good friend water today.
THINK THIN! xD

 

2:02pm: oh goodness!
Okay so like yesturday was going good i ate one of those 100 calorie pack things and just drank water, but then my boyfriend picked me up and wanted to go out and eat somewhere. FAST FOOD of course FUCK >.< he went to taco bell! I told him i wasnt feeling that great so i just got a cheesy fiesta potatoe and i only ate like half of it. I chewed it up a lot too before i swallowed it. But the day was going sooo good and then i ate =/ i feel like a fucking cow. 

BUT GOOD NEWS IS, today i only had 90 calories and im drinking water and have NO intentions on eating anything else today.  If my mom decides to make a dinner tonight atleast i wont be there for it cause im definately going out tonight so i dont have to eat ne thing else.  THINK THIN LOVELYS! 

4:26pm:  I'm Holly and im 17 years of age turning 18 this year. I'm into pro ana. Idc if u think its a bad thing or think im trying to ruin myself, your just jealous cause your a fat cow. lolz.. i dropped out of high school which wasnt a smart idea on my behalf, but owel i'll get my GED go to CCRI and transfer to URI and i'll be fine. I live in Rhode Island, sucksss its soo fucking boring theres never ne thing to do in this state, except get high lmao. Most of the girls here are fugly slutty life ruiners thats why none of my friends are girls, not one. Although i would love to have some =[ it would be nice to have someone to talk to whos not a bitchy backstabbing cunt. lolzz. I love my boyfriend John with all my heart. We've been together for a year now and still counting =D yay us! haha but yeah add me and lets talk =D